for the longest time, i've dated again... and it was good at first, then it turned out bad. blame it on my naivete. i've been out of this kinda thing. i usually just hang out with friends, no emotions involved, just pure hangout time.
the guy was ok, he's a gentleman, he's sweet (or at least that's what he let me think he is err was.. i dunno). after the so-called date, he just disappeared, no word at all. what the heck is that? maybe bcoz he didnt get what he wanted.
was i emotionally attached? not so much, it was just a thing that i would like myself to learn to develop, fortunately i didnt. how can someone say sweet things without meaning it? i know i cant, im not like that. i want to be honest as much as i can, more so to myself.
how do i feel now? hmmm... let's just say im kinda puzzled...wondering...maybe i was just in love with the idea of being in love but not really into it. coz i know how it felt before, and this was nothing like that at all.
i know i deserve better... short story ended just like that.. pffft...got to move on! hehe! �
