im so sick & tired...

HOME by Dishwalla

I'm so sick and tired of all these things
that drag me down
I've got no where to go…
they say that life is in these hands
you give everything, you give yourself away
you give and still you choke
and find yourself you’re running for the door

come and take me home
lead me to your door
take me where you are
lead me to your door
at least just for a while…

it’s some kind of life, forever days
we're in the cold and unfamiliar way
so take this fear and fade it out
it won't make me sad cause I get sentimental lord
in other ways
and I don't want to let me down here anymore

so come and take me home
lead me to your door
take me where you are
lead me to your door
and let me in, just let me in
and let me leave, just let me leave this world
come on now let me leave this world
at least just for a while…

follow this link & listen to this song: http://lyndsybart.multiply.com/music/item/54

taking little steps...

im struggling to take my little steps to move forward... some friends are willing to help and give me a little push... thank God for them... i need that... i may not always be vocal nor showy about how i feel but i really appreciate the little things that come my way...

i am never the outspoken kind... not your "ms. friendship" kind either... funny how other people take this thing against me... pleasing everyone is not one of the purposes of my existence... however, a friend once told me, "no one can really please everyone. just give them a smile... it won't hurt." maybe it's true...