that's the way i've been in for the past 3 months at work, in limbo. the transfer i was hoping for will not materialize. i finally accepted that it won't happen. not here, not now. somebody seems to hate me that much. i don't know why. was it karma? was it bad luck?
just to ask my current boss for permission to transfer caused me a lot of stress, and now, it has caused me shame. last week, i was asked for updates, so my boss can get a replacement for me as soon as possible, i was not able to give any clear answer. they have placed a job opening ad on the internet, i think it meant my application was denied. And i was not planning to tell the world about it. it's a shame on my part. oh, i just did, here in my blog! good thing that the people concerned dont know my blog address. haha!
i hoped & prayed for it, but then again, maybe HE has other plans for me.
just to ask my current boss for permission to transfer caused me a lot of stress, and now, it has caused me shame. last week, i was asked for updates, so my boss can get a replacement for me as soon as possible, i was not able to give any clear answer. they have placed a job opening ad on the internet, i think it meant my application was denied. And i was not planning to tell the world about it. it's a shame on my part. oh, i just did, here in my blog! good thing that the people concerned dont know my blog address. haha!
i hoped & prayed for it, but then again, maybe HE has other plans for me.
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